Friday, June 30, 2006

A break from typing so much poetry, ha ha!

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Hello world!
Wow... This is the first entry that I did on this site in almost a year (cue in hardcore laughter), because I wanted to focus on developing my work and style of poetry that I write. Now why have I not been writing journal entries here??? Simply because my girl Niya introduced me to MySpace, of all places! But to bring you lot up to speed, you guys can check out my blog on my OTHER site, MySpace! Here are the two links to catch up with me and what I have been up to since I last wrote a journal entry here:
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In other news, there have been threats on this country and whatnot and how do I feel??? I say Bush should be impeached or something like that because he is truly an idiot. Trying to do this and that without backing any of that bullshit up, especially on Iraq. On top of that, he ignores what's up with America (my opinion on how 9/11 happened) so he is totally screwed and is my vote for America's worst president EVER. That's right, I hate the bastard with the deadliest of passions. If you don't like it, FUCK YOU! I might get a lot of hate mail for this, but I honestly don't care now, I am a Democrat and I am sticking to my beliefs. And I am about to run now. I have a date with my TV. White Sox at Wrigley Field against the Cubs. Peace!
Calisto Phoenix

Monday, June 26, 2006

New poem, "Rainy Days in my Sunshine"

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Rainy Days in my Sunshine
As much as there is hope for this world,
I have yet to be convinced of it all,
so my life is still filled without hope.
However, I want to change all of that...
only because I want to be the real me,
and not the one all wants me to be now.
So, I go out to the real world as I know it
and I try to figure out what's wrong
with myself and everyone else around me.
Therefore, there are rainy days in my life,
as well as the sunshine in my own life...
because if I don't, then I'm nothing.
Sentimental feeling... at least of what I know,
I'd rather be cold in my own blood
and then have a warm kind of heart.
Other than that, I am only stuck here
in a land filled with idiots like you,
idiots like the whole world around me.
Violence is a big factor in my own rain,
yet peace is the factor in my bright sun,
so this is the story of the rainy days in my life.
My heart is hopeful for a better future,
yet I am so scared of what it brings to
those that wait too long for that dream.
Smoothing out my personal differences
will not only save me from hell...
but ensure a much better legacy.
Enjoy!
Calisto Phoenix

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

New poem, "The Infamous Three Ring Circus"

The Infamous Three Ring Circus
How unlucky I am to be trapped here!
This looks like a fucked up circus!
Oh well, c'est la vie, life is unfair...
Life sounds like that one really annoying
song you hate, yet you can't escape
the power it brings to your life.
Therefore, I should shut myself up now,
save myself from the consequences later,
only to rejoice that I lived my life right.
This three ring circus is the very true story
fo what goes on inside my lonely heart,
only to see my own redemption come to light.
I should be and will be honest with myself,
because I'm fed up with lying to it
at every chance that I can get my hands on.
I'd rather live my life to my standards
so that I can die finally being free of
what idiots like you bring to my life now.
Therefore, I must go now to create me...
the me that will be remembered for all time
and will forever be immortalized by all...
At least by all as a REAL hero...
or should I say the word shero...
only because I am 100% woman to me.
I might sound political, and I am,
but this circus I'm in HAS to go now,
so that all in it is redeeming themselves.
Enjoy!
Calisto Phoenix