Sorry people!

Hey everyone,

Sorry for not writing here more often people! :( Well, my life has been so chaotic, with school and work, I have completely forgotten that I still write here as a hobby. Do not laugh at that whatever you do. Oh well, that's life, what can you do?????????? Well, I have more stuff that I really want to tell you but I am not that public of a person, so I'll get going and get ready for tomorrow. As I have class that morning, no joke about it. I will write again soon. Take care of yourselves and peace!

Calisto Phoenix

P.S. Also, I met someone really nice from MySpace yesterday, but I am taking it slow with him, which is another thing that I am up to, ha ha. Take care!

New poetry coming soon!

Hey everyone!

Just so you all know, I will have new works (well, not really, some are old but are by me, but I did write a new one recently) and I will post them here soon. I hope and pray that you lot have a safe weekend and whatnot. Peace!

Calisto Phoenix

New Poem, "Blue (2006)"

 

Blue (2006)

My skies within my world were blue...
suddenly my world tore apart in two,
and I put all of the damn blame on you.
I should've blamed this on my own past,
as this love was never meant to last,
now your betrayal was the biggest blast.
I should've known this shit from the start,
but now that we're two worlds apart,
I can now stab you in your own damn heart.
No one now can save you from your hell,
which is a story I now can truly tell,
so I can freely and truly live well.
Tell me why, oh why, am I only blue?
Tell me how can't I blame it all on you?
Tell me just when did my world fell in two?
My pain and suffering will not last long,
life will lead me to sing a new song,
so that you, my former prince, is now a frog.
Scarred and bruised, I know I must live on,
and I have to prove everyone dead wrong,
however, I want to see just what's going on.
Now tell me why, oh why, am I the one that's blue?
Now tell me why did my world fell in two?
Now tell me why shouldn't I blame you?
Since you've been gone I'm so happy,
I can rejoice, and it's what you can't be,
that I am the one that is finally free.


Enjoy!

Calisto Phoenix

A break from typing so much poetry, ha ha!

Hello world!

Wow... This is the first entry that I did on this site in almost a year (cue in hardcore laughter), because I wanted to focus on developing my work and style of poetry that I write. Now why have I not been writing journal entries here??? Simply because my girl Niya introduced me to MySpace, of all places! But to bring you lot up to speed, you guys can check out my blog on my OTHER site, MySpace! Here are the two links to catch up with me and what I have been up to since I last wrote a journal entry here:

http://blog.myspace.com/vkrhunt

OR

http://www.myspace.com/vkrhunt

In other news, there have been threats on this country and whatnot and how do I feel??? I say Bush should be impeached or something like that because he is truly an idiot. Trying to do this and that without backing any of that bullshit up, especially on Iraq. On top of that, he ignores what's up with America (my opinion on how 9/11 happened) so he is totally screwed and is my vote for America's worst president EVER. That's right, I hate the bastard with the deadliest of passions. If you don't like it, FUCK YOU! I might get a lot of hate mail for this, but I honestly don't care now, I am a Democrat and I am sticking to my beliefs. And I am about to run now. I have a date with my TV. White Sox at Wrigley Field against the Cubs. Peace!

Calisto Phoenix

New poem, "Rainy Days in my Sunshine"

Rainy Days in my Sunshine

As much as there is hope for this world,

I have yet to be convinced of it all,

so my life is still filled without hope.

However, I want to change all of that...

only because I want to be the real me,

and not the one all wants me to be now.

So, I go out to the real world as I know it

and I try to figure out what's wrong

with myself and everyone else around me.

Therefore, there are rainy days in my life,

as well as the sunshine in my own life...

because if I don't, then I'm nothing.

Sentimental feeling... at least of what I know,

I'd rather be cold in my own blood

and then have a warm kind of heart.

Other than that, I am only stuck here

in a land filled with idiots like you,

idiots like the whole world around me.

Violence is a big factor in my own rain,

yet peace is the factor in my bright sun,

so this is the story of the rainy days in my life.

My heart is hopeful for a better future,

yet I am so scared of what it brings to

those that wait too long for that dream.

Smoothing out my personal differences

will not only save me from hell...

but ensure a much better legacy.

Enjoy!

Calisto Phoenix

New poem, "The Infamous Three Ring Circus"

The Infamous Three Ring Circus

How unlucky I am to be trapped here!

This looks like a fucked up circus!

Oh well, c'est la vie, life is unfair...

Life sounds like that one really annoying

song you hate, yet you can't escape

the power it brings to your life.

Therefore, I should shut myself up now,

save myself from the consequences later,

only to rejoice that I lived my life right.

This three ring circus is the very true story

fo what goes on inside my lonely heart,

only to see my own redemption come to light.

I should be and will be honest with myself,

because I'm fed up with lying to it

at every chance that I can get my hands on.

I'd rather live my life to my standards

so that I can die finally being free of

what idiots like you bring to my life now.

Therefore, I must go now to create me...

the me that will be remembered for all time

and will forever be immortalized by all...

At least by all as a REAL hero...

or should I say the word shero...

only because I am 100% woman to me.

I might sound political, and I am,

but this circus I'm in HAS to go now,

so that all in it is redeeming themselves.

Enjoy!

Calisto Phoenix

New poem, "Aquarius Entering Aries"

Aquarius Entering Aries

A rebel that is becoming a natural leader,

that is the Aquarius entering the Aries.

I'd rather not be in love but be a leader,

because I can never be happy with you.

Therefore, I must rise to the challenge now,

and then turn myself into a leader next.

I can never be manipulated into or out

of something that I am certainly not.

So... although I take on more responsibility,

it is something that I am more than ready for.

Now get out of my way for your own good,

as well as the good of everyone else.

I refuse to become a natural dictator,

but a leader who listens and understands.

What do I do and where do I go from

here is what I call an understatement.

Although I am very frustrated at life,

I will give it as many chances as I can.

Even if I died the very next day...

I would be more than proud to have tried.

With my young, restless life on the line,

I will give it with everything within me.

The past is the past, can't regret it now,

therefore I will be forever free and more.

I'm tired and cranky and whatever now,

but as long as I am free I am happy...

because I was a rebel, but now a leader.

Enjoy!

Calisto Phoenix

New poem, "Photosmart"

Photosmart

I'm in love with what is creation...

and it being in the form of a photo,

I can finally love being in love now,

therefore, as I think, because I am.

I was the evil judge of myself...

when hatred ruled my every being then,

but when creation came into my life,

I opened up my heart as well as my mind.

Since I allowed love to win me over,

I am a much brand new being to all...

yet there will always be hatred...

both in myself and in everyone else.

Once the final fight for good begins,

there will no longer be any turning back,

and even though I am finally free,

I will never be completely free from it.

I could never control my true self,

so I did what I could to conceal all,

but now that I am open to all of you,

I can honestly say that I am happy.

Photosmart beings are the ultimate high,

as well as being the ultimate true love,

so I want to be the only one for you,

not just you, but all of your being.

Creating new life is my main goal...

and since my journey has yet to be complete,

I will always be stuck here on earth.

Enjoy!

Calisto Phoenix

New poem, "A Diamond in the Rough"

A Diamond in the Rough

My beauty is never like that of another,

because I am a diamond in the rough.

I'd rather who I am to me forever

than to change myself constantly for you.

For me to choose the path to my destiny

is more of a miracle to everyone now,

because I"m never in love with souls

that will only hurt me in the very end.

And as I am a free spirit to everyone,

I'm still lucky to be alive and well...

My being back in the lives of everyone...

and that being everywhere in the world,

I would consider myself lucky not good

in this so-called game called life...

I'm on the edge of my own warning signs

and even I'm not safe from harm

that is always seemingly haunting me,

so I can't really run or hide from it all,

in fact, I could never run or hide

from the pain and suffering you've caused,

and I might be forever trapped in this

painful puzzle we all call life...

so my beauty and brains will have to

save me from an unexpected death

that will, or should be, postponed...

Now that I am someone that's been redone...

therefore, I am a diamond in the rough.

Enjoy!

Calisto Phoenix

New poem, "Magic Poison"

Magic Poison by Virginia "Calisto Phoenix" Hunt

As inspired by the kind of love you give,

I am prone - and addicted to - your poison,

because of the magic of your very love...

I'm too weak and useless without it.

So I take time away from us to see

if I can go on after you leave me, and I find

that I will never be without you

in my heart as well as in my life...

Our future is now... and if neither of us

make a move to show our love to all,

then what I've known for so long

is only going to be doomed for all time.

Maybe there's still hope for us...

as I want to be with you always

so I can make new and better memories,

not just recollecting the old memories.

I'd rather be the one that tells you

just how I really and truly feel inside...

all because I am torn and I was hurt

in the past by past lovers, but not you.

You were and always will be how

I inspire myself to be a better person,

then again, I will be a better person,

and I have you to thank for it all.

Your magic poison is the very reason

why I am still alive to this day...

why I love a person like yourself.

Enjoy!

Calisto Phoenix

"My Personal Revolution, Part 2"

My Personal Revolution, Part 2

At first you all have known me for so long,

but my revolution says it's just a claim

because my personal revolution would be

the highest prize in my life's stakes.

What I am and what I will be is now

two completely different things to me.

The second half of my revolution is

now the better half of my whole being.

The first half of my revolution, on top

of all the pain that I went through,

was and still is my inner evil half.

My better half can't help myself

but to be happy with everything...

While the inner evil half of me

is always sad and ready to die.

I'd rather stick with the better half,

all because I want to be with the

one that will always make me smile.

I could say I'm in love but I am not,

I am only happy with myself at the moment.

Because this is my personal revolution,

I'd rather be changing for the good

instead of changing for the worse...

Therefore, I am no longer stuck here

or trapped for that matter at all...

So my resolution for my revolution

is to continue to be happy with me.

Enjoy!

Calisto Phoenix