Sunday, October 31, 2004

Boo!

Hey readers!

I hope that all is having a fab Halloween as I am having one too! Let's just say that Abe loved his birthday presents from me and his other friends. The party was more fun that I originally thought it would be. NO MISS ERIN until Tuesday and she just may "kill" me when I show her my Christmas list for this year, but you never know what she might do to me. I am going to keep this one short as I have to get to my research paper. I will try to write again tomorrow. Laterz and peace!

Calisto Phoenix

Friday, October 29, 2004

The party, work, and everything else in between

Hey there readers!

I hope that all is going well with you lot as it is for me. As I am totally single right now, I am happy with that. I don't need a man to keep me happy, hee hee hee! You want to know what happened to me this morning? Well, I wasn't well aware that Miss Erin was going to stay overnight to sub for Karl (Cindy from my day program subbed for Karl too but she only stayed until nine at night), but it was her because of this morning when she woke me up for medication at like around 7:15 a.m. Damn girl, can you do that a little later, like 7:45 a.m.?!? Geez, I need some beauty sleep, damn it! Karl is out of town until either Monday or Tuesday night. As for Abe's birthday party, I am not sure if I am going to make it because of errands that I have to do during the day. The good thing that will come out for today is that I will be getting paid good money as I worked my fucking ass off all the damn time. I'm only going to loathe work right after peak season because there will be no work for me to really do. Well, you guys know what time this is. I have to get going now so that I can focus on other things. I will try to write again this weekend if not Monday. Laterz and peace!

Calisto Phoenix

Thursday, October 28, 2004

Abe and I are only going to be friends... and more updates as usual

Yo readers!

I hope that all is going well with you even though it's not the same for me. Abe and I are only going to be friends because it seems like the guy doesn't know who he wants as his girlfriend. He likes me, Laura Phillips, and it seems like he likes this other girl Shabnam, all at the same time, and to make matters worse, we all like him too! What a moron he is for gettting himself into that situation, he thinks that he's got it made by liking three girls and not being sure who he wants to date but I don't think so. So I'm gonna let him go as a possible boyfriend and move on to someone else who likes me and only me and not two or three other girls. If he tries some fast shit on me, at least I know what to do in terms of who to call. I know what I want in terms of having a boyfriend, but I haven't found it yet and I don't think I ever will.

But other than that, I am doing good, I am working on my research paper and my other written assignment for Humanities and my math homework is complete (that is, the last of the Chapter 11 homework). Oh yeah, the BOSTON RED SOX WON THE WORLD SERIES! And they swept those damn Cardinals too (I hate them with a deadly passion) to make it better. As for Miss Erin, I talked to her about the Christmas shopping yesterday and she told me to work on a budget and give it to her next month before I start the shopping spree. And she made me realize that I shouldn't be spending so much on one person. But oh well, life choices that I make now will affect my future, that is for sure. I have to get going now so that I can continue to work on my research paper. I will try to write again tomorrow if not Sunday after the District Meeting at the Murphys' house. Laterz and peace!

Calisto Phoenix

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

No Erin today... and more updates!

Hey readers!

I am sooooooooooooooooooo happy today as I probably won't see Erin until tomorrow (but I still have to talk to her anyway about Christmas shopping money), hee hee hee! :) But other than that, my beloved Red Sox are up two games to none in the World Series. Abe has no clue as to the tickets that I got for the Austrailian Pink Floyd Show on the 19th of November. I told a couple of people about Abe's birthday present, but that's about it. Sorry for this being short but I have to go now so that I can get to my research paper. I will try to write again tomorrow if not Thursday. Laterz and peace!

Calisto Phoenix

Friday, October 22, 2004

"I'm a survivor, I'm gonna make it..." ("Survivor," as sung by Destiny's Child)

Hey hey readers!

Well, today is one of those days where madness is stirring up and you can't deny a damn thing, so go figure! Jennifer was e-mailing me like mad these past two days as she wanted to know about Abe and the concert that we're going to on Nov. 19. She didn't want me to pay up for the tickets myself but she can't prevent me from showing appreciation for my man, ha ha ha. But she said that she was concerned that Abe was taking advantage of me and Abe and I know it is really not true at all, friends do things for one another. But other than that, NO MISS ERIN TODAY and I am soooooooooooo very happy today! Maybe if I get my way, I won't see her until Wednesday if I can get away with it. As much as I have respect for her, I still think she... well... you know what I am going to say here. I survived my Humanities test and my Math quiz, and I am going to make it through those classes! Well, you lot know what time this is. I have to get going now so that I can get to the Ticketmaster outlet in Edens Plaza. I will try to write again on Sunday if not Monday or Tuesday. Laterz and peace!

Calisto Phoenix

Thursday, October 21, 2004

Go Boston! ...and more updates

Hey hey readers!

I hope that you lot have embraced yourselves for this, as my Red Sox won Game 7 and the ALCS! I know, I know... I should be a true Cubbie fan as I am a Chicago North Sider, but hey, the Cubs are not in the playoffs and that is that. So the Minnesota Twins have been avenged. But other than that, I have a test in Humanities that I have to study for as well as a quiz for Quantitative Literacy, all today! Go fucking fugure, because I'm not looking forward to it. And my job is a fucking drag because although I just got back working this week, I'm already hating it... damn it! Well, I have to get going now so that I can pass my test and quiz. I will try to write again on Sunday if not Monday or Tuesday. Laterz and peace!

Calisto Phoenix

Thursday, October 14, 2004

I was THIS close to losing my temper... and more updates, as always...

Yo readers!

How is everyone doing today? I am not not doing good at all. First, Miss Erin and her partner in crime Gregg talked me out of seeing my "boyfriend" Abe yesterday, and I'm still pissed off at them for doing so. They had their reasons and I was trying to tell them why I wanted to see him but never got the chance to do so as they were telling me all the stuff that Abe was going through and shit like that. They (and Abe) suggested that I should write him a long letter, but I know that's not my thing anymore, as I'm in school and the way I write is no longer creative. Besides, it wouldn't feel appropriate for me to write him a long letter (the only person I'd write to like that is my oldest half-sister Laura and I'd wish that she would fucking write to me sometime, I'm sick and tired of her not contacting her family back home, damn it!).

After I started crying (for the reason that I was missing Abe so much that I love him), Erin wanted to talk to me one-on-one. I was like "Oh shit, here we go again!," and she wanted to see what the hell was wrong. Decided not to tell her about my feelings for him and whatnot and the bitch retaliated something like that I shouldn't keep it all inside. Hey, I do whatever works for me. If I want to keep it all inside, then that's my perogative, so don't force it out of me. I was gagging to get out of Erin's office so that I can get to my homework for math (which I did eventually complete) the whole time and when she gave me the okay to get out of there, I just took off... and then she called me again but this time I ignored her, because I was THIS close to losing my temper, plus I was really ready to lash out at her... go figure!

So what did I do after all of this? Called Jennifer, and she came to my rescue like big time (thank you Jen), as she understood about what I feel for Abe, but she also saw their reasoning and we had a good conversation about everything. Jennifer and her husband Mike are the only two people that I can completely trust with everything. That is, outside the program and work. Carl, the guy that was supposed to give me a lift to see Abe, came on time, and I told him everything that Erin and Gregg told me. Even Laura Phillips called me at 9 p.m. last night and could tell that I wasn't smiley and happy. She plans on seeing Abe tonight and whatnot, so good luck to her. Well, I have to get going now so that I can get to my studies and whatnot. I will try to write again on Sunday if not Tuesday. Laterz and peace!

Calisto Phoenix

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

Madness in the last 24 hours

Hey readers...

I hope that all is going well with you lot, as I'm still getting used to Abe (who I consider to be my boyfriend) being in the hospital. I'm going to visit him tonight at 7 p.m. to see how he is doing. He said that he should be out by Sunday, which is good for me to hear in the first place, after all that I've been through. But other than that, I think I flunked my math test that I took yesterday (yes, I forgot how to do nearly all the problems), but oh well, that is life there for you. Saw Erin yesterday, as well as my house manager Karl, and told them what was said between Leslie and I last Friday, and they okayed it. :) Well, you lot know what time this is. I have to get going now so that I can get to my studies and whatnot. I will write again tomorrow. Laterz and peace!

Calisto Phoenix

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

I'm ready to fail my test...and other updates as always

Hey hey readers...

I am hoping that all that read this entry are in good health and spirits because I'm not. Why, do you ask? Well, I have a special guy in my life right now (well, not really, but he won my heart and that's what counts) and he's in the hospital as I speak! I can't say where and to keep things even more "shady" I can't say what the reason is that he's in the hospital. His name is Abe and yes, he's one of my roommates! :) I saw Miss Erin yesterday to get money for clothes and I went to Old Navy to get originally just clothes (but I also got socks there too). But anyway, I have a test today in math that I'm about to fail and there is a discussion in Humanities that I am not ready for. So go figure, damn it! Well, you guys know what time this is now. I have to get going so that I can improve my chances in my classes today. I will try my best to write again tomorrow. Laterz and peace!

Calisto Phoenix

Thursday, October 07, 2004

Miracles do happen when you BELIEVE!

Hey hey readers!

How is everyone's Thursday going for them? I hope that everyone has a fab day as I am having one of them too! :) First of all, I was ready to cuss out Miss Erin this morning for coming in late to pick me up from the program to school, but she came through like big time on her promise and it was all good, I even got here (I'm at school as I am writing this) early! :) Paid attention to my professor (Mrs. Sprague) in class... and when I was about "fail" my math quiz (when I was going into my math class today), it turns out that the teacher wasn't going to show and cancelled the math class altogether, so that meant I had to go to room 2180 to drop off my homework. Well... you guys know what time this is. I have to run now so that I can get home on time and whatnot. I will try to write again tomorrow if not Sunday. Laterz and peace!

Calisto Phoenix

Wednesday, October 06, 2004

The Twins won... plus more updates!

Hey hey readers...

I am in high hopes that everyone is having a fabulous day today as I am having one too. :) First and foremost, I have my appointment with the doctor (as in Weinstein) tomorrow morning and then (hopefully) have Miss Erin drive me to school afterwards and I do hope that I get there ON TIME tomorrow. And yes, I have some updates to tell you about. Those Twins of mine (as in the Minnesota Twins) and Miss Erin's (she's from that state) did NOT let me down by winning 2-0 in last night's game, hee hee hee. :) And I heard some stuff about Miss Erin that I refuse to state here because she might kick my ass if I do! You lot know what time this is now... I have to get going now so that I can get to my studies. I will try to write again tomorrow if not Friday. Laterz and peace!

Calisto Phoenix

Tuesday, October 05, 2004

The Cubbies are out of their minds... and more updates!

Hello readers...

I hope everyone is having a fab Tuesday as I am TIRED! I had me a good talk with Miss Erin yesterday, for one, my churches for my research paper were okayed by the teacher... which is a good thing; two, and three, as I'm doing okay in my Quantitative Literacy class, I shouldn't be worried about that as much as I would be for my Humanities class. As for my Cubbies, they are out of their minds for screwing up the last week of the season plus Sosa is clearly out of his mind for whatever it is that he said about Baker and his walk out from the team. That being said, I hope that the Minnesota Twins win it all this year, because for one thing... Miss Erin roots for them, two, they have a good pitcher on their team by the name of Johanse Santana, and three, they're better to root for than the St. Louis Cardinals. Well, I have to get going now so that I can get to my studies. Laterz and peace!

Calisto Phoenix

Friday, October 01, 2004

An entry to remember

Hey hey readers!

I hope that all is in good health and good spirits as I am today. Well, let's see here... the Cubbies are in (I think) third in the NL Wild Card race as they are a game back of the Astros, my rent's due today, and I should be seeing Miss Erin today to pay up the damn rent in the first place. But other than that, I am doing good, as I saw my girls Sara and M.J. today and got my "breakfast of champions," consisting of a Sinckers Almond Bar, a Vanilla Coke (which I have yet to drink), and some cookies. :) As for school, I am doing okay, nothing spectacular but my architectural structures are okayed by Sprague so that means that I am ready to go on my research paper and that is due on the 4th of November, aka my H.S. buddy Rooski's 23rd birthday, which reminds me that I have to think of an e-card to give her, hee hee hee! Well, due to that, I have to get going now. I will try to write again on Sunday if not Tuesday. Laterz and peace!

Calisto Phoenix