Yo readers!
How is everyone doing today? I am not not doing good at all. First, Miss Erin and her partner in crime Gregg talked me out of seeing my "boyfriend" Abe yesterday, and I'm still pissed off at them for doing so. They had their reasons and I was trying to tell them why I wanted to see him but never got the chance to do so as they were telling me all the stuff that Abe was going through and shit like that. They (and Abe) suggested that I should write him a long letter, but I know that's not my thing anymore, as I'm in school and the way I write is no longer creative. Besides, it wouldn't feel appropriate for me to write him a long letter (the only person I'd write to like that is my oldest half-sister Laura and I'd wish that she would fucking write to me sometime, I'm sick and tired of her not contacting her family back home, damn it!).
After I started crying (for the reason that I was missing Abe so much that I love him), Erin wanted to talk to me one-on-one. I was like "Oh shit, here we go again!," and she wanted to see what the hell was wrong. Decided not to tell her about my feelings for him and whatnot and the bitch retaliated something like that I shouldn't keep it all inside. Hey, I do whatever works for me. If I want to keep it all inside, then that's my perogative, so don't force it out of me. I was gagging to get out of Erin's office so that I can get to my homework for math (which I did eventually complete) the whole time and when she gave me the okay to get out of there, I just took off... and then she called me again but this time I ignored her, because I was THIS close to losing my temper, plus I was really ready to lash out at her... go figure!
So what did I do after all of this? Called Jennifer, and she came to my rescue like big time (thank you Jen), as she understood about what I feel for Abe, but she also saw their reasoning and we had a good conversation about everything. Jennifer and her husband Mike are the only two people that I can completely trust with everything. That is, outside the program and work. Carl, the guy that was supposed to give me a lift to see Abe, came on time, and I told him everything that Erin and Gregg told me. Even Laura Phillips called me at 9 p.m. last night and could tell that I wasn't smiley and happy. She plans on seeing Abe tonight and whatnot, so good luck to her. Well, I have to get going now so that I can get to my studies and whatnot. I will try to write again on Sunday if not Tuesday. Laterz and peace!
Calisto Phoenix
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